Hanging in There

It has been a week since I had my "super chemo".  It is definitely harder.  We have the kinks worked out from the first time I had it so the nausea is mostly under control.  My biggest worry is the neuropathy damage.  The treatments are every other week so this has been my off week.  My blood came back to normal ranges without the help of the shot that helps restore white blood cells.. Eventually I will likely have to have the shot as the chemo accumulates and the body gradually bounces back less and less.  It truly is hard to know if it is really worth it.  I am currently doing ok for the record but my antigen numbers are high.   Hanging in there.